sumting bout me...

quiz again!

2008-12-11T12:14:00.001+08:00

1) My friends; are always by my side (:
2) I’m listening to; TiAmo
3) Maybe i should learn; to see things clearly.
4) I love; my family & friends!
5) My plan; to to reach my goal.
6) I don’t understand; my real character n personality
7) I lost; half of what belongs to me initially
8) People say; i'm hard to get along with):
9) I'm missing; those few…
10) Love means; happiness, worry, pain. Sadness and a lot more…
11) Somewhere, someone is; sad.
12) I'm always searching for; the light, leading me..
13) Forever seems; unrealistic at times.
14) I do not want to; show that side of me.
15) My mobile phone; crazy nowadays.. always auto shut down! ><
16) When i wake up in the morning; I’m always sad.
17) I get annoyed when; my wound is open again…
18) Parties are; not wad I like.
*POOF!*, 19 went.
20) Today i; just finished 1 storybook again. xD
21) Tmr i will be; going to sch for meeting
22) I really want; to get control in some stuffs
23) I miss; my grandfather T_T forever my support..
24) What is your phone brand?; sony ericsson.
25) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?; 334
26) What does the second message in your inbox say?; icic.. why??. Hahax.. I also.. long time never do such things.. sian also. =X.. – gary chiam
27) Who was the last person you rang?; daddy!
28) Who was your last missed call from?; mummy!
29) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?; too long to type - ridzuan
30) Who comes after J?; Kai Ling
31 to 39 got kidnapped and was thrown to mars for labour work. LOL.
40) Go to your sent messages- see what the 10th message say.; nvm la. Haha! Still got other chances de ma… - Sent to xiuwen.
41) Who is your network provider?; Starhub!
42) How many messages are there in your inbox?; dunno
43) Who do you have on speed dial 3?; nobody
44) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have?; nah.. not using
45) Who is the first person who comes after C?; daniel
46) What do you have as your main ringtone?; bella’s lullaby
47) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl!
1. kenji
2. shawn
3. roslin.
4. edwina.
5. xiuwen
6-10. ANYBODY?!

dunno

2008-12-09T11:01:00.002+08:00

我很想杀人，谁有镇定剂?

我人不是很好,
也从不敢攀高,
自从失去了你,
生命便很难搞.

为什么我那么衰? 我看别人的也应该不会是这样吧...
maybe i'm still self-pity-ing myself.. but no choice
i'm a girl afterall..
看来以后的日子,会很好过也会很煎熬...

done

2008-12-02T12:45:00.003+08:00

beibei tagged me on dis quiz.. den to kill time.. i did a long long one.. i wonder.. nvm

Three names you go by:
1. chunluan
2. egg
3. quek?? I dunno

Three screen names you have had:
1. cL
2. querido
3. 雀rido

Three parts of your heritage:(?)
1. singapore.
2. chinese
3. dunno… =x .

Three things that scare you:
1. being unwanted
2. creepy crawlies
3. death

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. handphone.
2. earpiece
3. loved ones.

Three things you are wearing now:
1. t-shirt
2. shorts.
3. undergarments?

Three of your favourite songs:
1. bella’s lullaby
2. to love’s end
3. 说好的幸福

Two truths & a lie, in no particular order:
1. I’m sad, really really sad
2. I hate you
3. I miss my close frenz…

Three of your favourite hobbies:
1. listening to music.
2. reading =x
3. being alone

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. to know the truth
2. never wake up from de nice nice dream
3. crying! I store my tears for many days alr..

Three careers you’re considering/you’ve considered:
1. doctor!
2. accountant
3. assistant

Three places you want to go on vacation to:
1. italy
2. spain
3. japan

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. keep those memories in my mind..
2. to hav my close frenz by my side, having fun n be happy
3. being able to see…

Three things that make you stereotypically a boy:
1. my actions (according to my family ==’’)
2. my facial expression??
3. I dun really like shopping

Three things that make you stereotypically a girl:
1. my thinking
2. my hidden feelings
3. self-conscious.

Three people that you would like see take this quiz too:
1. banana
2. roslin!
3. anybody else??

If you got married to your most best guy friend, would you be happy?;
I dun tink it works now xD

What did you do this afternoon?;
tuition

When was the last time you smiled?;
few days ago

Can you use chopsticks?;
yes, should be in de proper way..

Who was the last person you slept next to?;
nobody (:

What do you order from taco bell?;
huh? o.O?

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?;
nah.. ignored me.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?;
yeah.. a girl without fringe (:

Do you have unlimited texting?;
yeah.. n I used too much.. 2500+ =x

Ever cried because of happiness?;
yeah

Anything you're giving up on?;
I wan to! But cant bear ):

Whose pool did you last swim in?;
I duno how to swim ==’’

Are you planning on throwing a party this summer?;
I dun like parties

Which girl's house was the last you spent the night at?;
my own house.

What makes you laugh?;
open wound cant make me laugh.

How was last week?;
eh.. I forgotten.. very bad!

What could you go for right this second?;
to get the truth!

What are your plans for the morning?;
sleep as late as possible.. which I cant..

Do you ever turn off your cellphone?;
yeah.. when I sleep or charge battery

Do you like certain romantic cliches?;
yes. (:

Where is your best friend(s) at this exact moment?;
home?

Do you have a ceiling fan located in your room?;
not ceiling.. is wall fan counted?

What is the worst thing that has happened to you lately?;
goner~ *wound*

What color is your car?;
I hope.. silver =x

What sounds are you currently hearing?;
decode by paramour ): confusing my emotions..

Have you told anybody you loved them today?;
no more..

Do you miss anyone?;
obviously.. =x

Are you growing apart from someone close?;
yes.. n its too obvious for me to neglect.

Where was your default pic taken?;
taken from internet.. =x

Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?;
yeah once. No more twice

How much are you on the phone daily?;
dunno

Are you in a good mood?;
no.. its all de way down

Have you ever been in love?;
should I say?

Do you love your life?;
I do love my life.. but more in the past

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?;
nobody.. I dun trust ppl easily now.. no more! Haiz..

What will you be doing in 3 hours?;
talking to kim meng n ryan on msn

What were you doing at midnight last night?;
nightmare..

What is your background on your phone?;
new moon bookcover..

Where is your favorite place to shop?;
no where xD I dun like shoppings

What is your favorite thing to wear?;
wide t shirts wif shorts! N slippers =x

Do you think you are a good driver?;
my grandma say I wont be one.. but I hope im one.. in future

Could you go a day without eating?;
uh.. I tink I would hav gastric?

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?;
mr teo ==’’ (tuition…. )

Were you happy when you woke up today?;
NO! not at all.. dun ask me y

Are you ticklish?;
yeah!

First thing you do when you wake up?;
check phone, brush teeth

What's on your bedroom floor right now?;
books, bags n books!
Ever talked to someone that was drunk?;
once.. scary~~

Do you trust people easily?;
no..

Do any of your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?;
no no no.. no way =x

How many pillows on your bed?;
2. very comfy ^^

Are you single?;
duh! Haha!

Do you have a crush on someone?;
not crush..

Do you hate the last guy you texted?-
never.

When was the last time you took a nap?-
I dun tak nap..

Do you only drink bottled water?-
I drink from cups too… ??

What are you listening to right now?-
小酒窝

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?-
again? Mr teo!

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?-
nobody xD

What's on your mind most today?-
will he reply? Wad will I do at tuition there?

Something that happened today that made you angry?-
not yet..

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?-
telling at appropriate times.. not all is out =x

Do you wear makeup?-
NO!

Are you missing someone?-
mayb?

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?-
I do believe.. but I doubt now? But I still will..

What instant messaging service do you use?-
msn.

Would you date/hook up with your brothers best friend?-
only child ==’’

Have you ever had a panic attack?-
wad’s dat? =x

What color is your hair?-
black

Who was the last person you talked to in person?-
mummy

Are you happy or sad right now?-
sad. Disappointed.. n I tink much more.

Is your phone right beside you?- yes

Are you cold?-
no.

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?-
I dunno.. it’ll be hell for me.. I doubt I can take it

First thing you did when you woke up?-
check my phone.

What does your best friend(s) call you?-
egg

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?-
snow! Its nice..

Who do you call the most?-
Edwina or roslin?

What were you doing 10 hours ago?-
sleep.

Have you ever fought for the opposite sex?-
no.

Are you that good at math?-
I doubt

Do/did you listen to your parents?-
ya. I daren’t disobey them =x

At what age did you learn to ride a bike?-
I dunno how to ride a bike T_T

What's your favorite holiday?-
I dunno

Ever dyed your hair?-
no. n I hav no intentions to do so.

Love anyone right now ?-
yeah.. family n frenz.

Do you cry a lot?-
de tap jam alr! No tears even though I should be crying now

Are you good at keeping secrets?-
yeah. If I wan

What did you do today?-
nth fruitful

Do you crack your knuckles?-
yeah. Alwaes =x

What kind of tattoos do you want/ have?-
no comments

Do you give special ringtones to certain people?-
no.. but pictures I tink.

Have you talked mean about anyone today?-
nope not yet.

Can you remember your last dream?-
I dowan to rmb.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?-
yeah =x

Suppose you see your boyfriend/girlfriend kissing another person, what would you do?-
I’ll cry for days.. even if de tap is stuck. I believe boxes of tissues wont be enough by then.

What is bothering you right now?-
tuition.. n….. I dunno

Can you type over 60 words per minute?-
no.. cannot

Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?-
I dunno. Not intending?

What will you be doing 5 hours from now?-
tuition T_T

What was the highlight for today?-
tuition T_T

Did you had fun today?-
de day hasn’t start yet

If you were to die in a few hours time, what would you do?-
tak out all stuffs wif memories n review =x

THE FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: pri sch fren.. Audrey.
FIRST SCHOOL: dunno which PAP is dat =x
FIRST CELL PHONE: nokia phone
FIRST FUNERAL: ah gong.. k2 christmas. ):
FIRST PET: 2dogs, Johnny n benny =x
FIRST BIG TRIP: korea wif family!
FIRST FIGHT: not yet? I forgotten
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: nope
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Malaysia I tink.
FIRST JOB: -
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: -

THE LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: forgotten
LAST CAR RIDE: my aunt.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: fri noon
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: house bunny I tink..
LAST FOOD YOU ATE: cake
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: food!
LAST SHIRT WORN: green t shirt
LAST PHONE CALL: dunno
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: edwina
LAST KISS: -
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: keyboard.
LAST FUNERAL: 2002
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: sunday
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: long long time ago.
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: mummy!
LAST THING YOU DRANK: plain water.
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: …
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: my birthday

like no life alr.. haiz.. such drastic changes…. done de quiz!lunch time!

...

2008-11-20T11:22:00.001+08:00

SNAPPED!

quiz...

2008-11-08T08:22:00.002+08:00

quiz tagged by bei bei ):

1. roslin
2.xiuwen
3.yuqi
4.christy
5.naveeda
6.ridzuan
7.edwina
8.candice
9.jelene
10.jacqueline
11.bernice
12.elouis
13.xinmin
14.wendy (heng)
15.jia jun
16.gary
17.wenjie
18.jingqun
19.daniel
20.mark

1. How did you know 14? [wendy]
thru npcc...

2. What would you do if you never meet 1? [roslin]
carry on wif everything. (:

3. What if 9 and 20 date each other? [jelene & mark]
i dun tink they know one another?? o.O?

4. Will 6 and 17 date? [ridzuan & wenjie]
wenjie likes a girl.. i tink? ridzuan i dunno.. hmmm... unless both of them are gays =x

5. Describe 3. [yuqi]
very pretty! hmm... but she scared ppl poke her palm!(hint) de word meatball seems to hav an effect on her.. o.O?

6. Is 8 attractive? [candice]
yeah.. not bad! good catch hor =x

7. Describe 7. [edwina]
yellow banana! my cca "partner"! =x alot of problems huh?... LOLS!

8. Do you know any of 12's family members? [elouis]
NOPE! lols (:

9. What if 18 confess to you? [jingqun]
nah. he wont. 100% SURE! xD

10. What language does 15 speak? [jiajun]
he speaks rojak. sometimes i dun understand either =x

11. Who's going out with 9? [jelene]
i dunno.. her friends i bet. not in contact wif her alr ):

12. How old is 16? [gary]
VERY OLD! actually i dunno.. 17?

13. When did you last speak to 13? [xinmin]
yestrday? i tink so. dun rmb. got stm =x

14. Who's 14's fave singer? [wendy]
hmm... lemme think.. EH! I DUNNO! WENDY!! do u hav one?..

15. Will you ever date 4? [christy]
I DUN MIND IF SHE WANTS!

16. Is 2 attractive? [xiuwen]
ya! of cuz la.. wootwoot

17. What is 10's last name? [jacqueline]
hmmm... her name is jacqueline lee jia wei so last name.. u all can tak from there ba (:

18. School of 3? [yuqi]
chongzheng pri sch, dunman secondary school!!!!

19. Where does 6 live? [ridzuan]
woodlands ==''

20. What is the fave thing of 5? [naveeda]
her sotong-ness =x

21. When is 11's birthday? [bernice]
some where around march?? =x

22. To all of you who have read this post, it’s a MUST to do it. :D

One more quiz;- The person who tagged you to do this quiz is :
--christy lim shin pei.......

-Relationship with her ?
GOOD FRIENDS!

- Most memorable thing she has ever said to you ?
hmm.. if i need her, she 24/7 there for me (:

- If he became your lover , will you ?
nah! she wont wan me ):

- If he really became your lover what must he improve on ?
dis wont happen ==''

- If she became your enemy , you will ..
fend. (: but it wont happen de la..

- How do you think the people around you think about you ?
im hot tempered, no patience, very quiet, alwaes pull a long long face.. i dunno la! grrr

- The characteristic in you that you like?
i'll be kind n nice to de ppl who deserves it ^^
my way of treating ppl varies alot! xD

- The characteristic in you that you hate?
easily jealous.. ): dats scorpio's most intense problem.. haiz!

- Most ideal person you want to be?
being a leader? leading ppl, earning ppl's respect.

- For people who love and care for you , say something to them :
i've nothing to say, i dun express myself easily.. =x

-Pass this quiz on to 10 other people :
1.xiuwen
2.roslin
3.kenji
4.candice
5.jelene
6.sihui
7.edwina
8.bernice
9.shuting
10.lilian

- Who is 6 having a relationship with? [sihui]
i dunno

- If 7 and 10 get together , will it be a good thing? [edwina & lilian]
unless both of them wants. but i doubt (:

- What is 2 studying? [roslin]
totally same subjects as me! (:

- What kind of band does 8 like? [bernice]
ask her urself? i hav no idea. LOLS!

- Does 1 have any siblings? [Xiuwen]
yeah. one sis. (:

- Will you woo 3? [kenji]
NO WAY~~~~~~ sky will drop, pig will fly...

-How about 7? [edwina]
i bet she got her own sweetheart.. den dowan me ):

- Is 4 single? [candice]
eh. eh. i dunno. shouldnt be, but I DUNNO! xD

- What's 5 surname? [jelene]
khoo!

- What's 10's hobby? [li lian]
her fav netball??

- Does 5 and 9 get along well? [jelene & shuting]
do they even know each other? o.O?

- Where is 2 studying at? [roslin]
dunman sec. (:

- Say smth about 1. [xiuwen]
she has got de same trouble as me! (:

- Where does 9 live? [shuting]
near holy trinity there??

- What colour does 4 like? [candice]
honestly, i dunno. i forgotten le =x she's my pri sch fren ): sorry....

- Are 5 and 1 good friends? [jelene & xiuwen]
if.. they know each other mayb they would be frenz? (:

- What is 6 doing now? [si hui]
i dunno.. sleeping??

DONE!!!

feelings

2008-10-27T18:59:00.002+08:00

i dunno why i chose to wander here.
im not feeling good. im feeling bad. things are haywire.
even after de session!
IM NOT THERE AS N WHEN U WAN ME TO!
i can be protective n try to understand u.. but u're taking it for granted.. i may be doin dat also.. but hello! im trying my best~ nobody sees this! u all could only say im oversensitive. but do u know wad i meant.
i joined in later than u all.. i dunno wad u all are thinking! if u dun tell me.. i wont know!
im not elastic.. i will snap. anytime...
even now.. u may say u had more stress than i do.. but honestly speaking. I HAD MORE! U ALL DUN UNDERSTAND! i dun like competitions. i dun like all these. i dun like to be in that position! if anybody wants it! take i away from me! i would love it. i dun like to alwaes dig info. i dun like ot be de last person to know everything. it makes me feel like im nobody. im not doing anything. im not impt. im not even there! IM LIKE A TRANSPARENT PERSON!
u all wont know how i feel. i dun like to tell u all my thots. wad u all know from me is juz partially. nobody has know wad im thinking exactly! u all only know de surface. dis shows sth.. i simply hasnt trust a single one of u.
yes.. u may be close to me.. u hav alot of privileges from me.. i can help u for all i can but hello! are u taking it for granted?? some of u may say dat "if u arent meant for this.. u're meant for better stuffs" wad if i tell u i DOWAN! u dunno wad im thinking. nobody knows. nobody deserves my trust at dis point of time.
i hate this. I DUN LIKE!

random

2008-09-19T18:01:00.002+08:00

damn sian... finally decided to come n hav a last post before.. EOY!
i failed 2 subs dis term. it sort of motivates me.. n thanks to U... motivated me for term 3 (:
my results for me..i consider contented, but i shall work harder for my EOY!
el: C5
chi: B4
amaths: F9
emaths: A1
bio: E8
sci: C5
humanities: C6

altho all like borderline but i contented alr. better than my mid year =x lets compare...
el: D7
chi: C5
amaths: D7
emaths: E8
bio: D7
sci: B4
humanities: E8

SO! I SHALL GET MOTIVATED.. n happy la. haha!

八月二十三日，我最开心的一天！

新的一段路

2008-08-24T10:42:00.002+08:00

HELLO PPL! im finally back. haha! for a while only. recently felt confused yet happy den come back here n blogged again.

common test is coming up, dun tink i hav much time to blog also le. haiz. but nvm. holsiday is a good time for me to blog ba. dis whole week haven study yet.. die alr lo! bring book home also no use. lols! now damn tired... my stupid medicine.. grr!~

now i noe alr lo. to hav surprises is such as nice feeling. damn sweet sia! my holiday plan...
monday; go out with mama
tuesday; go out with mama AGAIN!
wed; maybe got trng?
thurs; maybe got trng...
fri; PROMOTION TEST FO SERGEANT! ><>

why do sec sch pupils hav holiday like no holiday one. den i cant go overseas for so long with my family alr. grrr... WHO IS DE CULPRIT?! ><>
nvm.. nth much to say bcuz after all... i juz wanna vent some feelings on de keyboard ba. den rmb i got a blog. =x.. i wont share my happy stuffs. haha! =x

confusing

2008-06-13T10:32:00.002+08:00

now.. im really confused. i unno wad is happening.. after wad he asked me. i said there isnt a need cuz i wont feel dat way.. but! his action makes me feel weird. n i dunno. yesterday trng was shit. totally crap. haiz.
keep doing fancy drill only. den tanned until de beret line is super obvious! n very malu lo. =='' mine is de worst case. lols. some ppl say de last paragraph of i itnk de previous post very hiong. but come'on.. when u forced a person to its limit. it'll retaliate same as 狗急跳墙. i believe u noe. 把我逼急了，我真不知道会怎么反抗。this is all i can say n warn u. dun believe come n try. u'll regret.

lmsc

2008-06-11T12:29:00.002+08:00

seriously.. i really dunno wad to say.
went for lmsc course at prcs.
first day is super boring......
can sleep one.. de lecture given are boring till we all can fall asleep
n we had MOI..
not all went.
so its still ok..
den some ppl went up n teach a certain drill.. n its ort of boring also.
cuz teaching standard drills to sec3s. when we aren't standing beside our fren is boring.
cuz there's nobody to talk to.
den lectures lo. boring until all stand up for lecture. lols.
den lunch. de lunch is really much better than dat time we went hta for pk/hfs course one. this is much nicer. den after dat.. lecture again.
n we played sherades and umm.. planning a games day. dats suck..
seriously! no time or my group to even fill in the relevant stuffs la. stupid.
den after dat can go home alr. haha! not bad huh? bu its boring.
2nd day finally got some life...
altho had a very boring talk for 2hrs plu plus i tink...
we had lunch.. after lunch is games!! hehe.
fun is fun luh..
but.............. SOME ARE NOT FUN!
in fact.. all the games is okok. very common games..
but.. i seriously got no comments for it. lols.
play alr. de poncho fold make me die. so as de number from 1 to 16.
girls' learn to protect themselves.. n dunno who say one..
its a good chance for some boy to 乱乱来.. lols!
den after dat play other games lo...
poncho fold is another one. scare me to death only...
den after dat.. debriefing..
only taking pics n taking contacts..
den go home le.. most probably cant see squad 1 anymore lo.. haiz...
but nvm.. juz rmb can alr (:

but now.. my mind is confused.. dunno if de direction im facing is changing onot..
anyways.. i hate her to the core. go anywhere also de same. infront of ppl act innocen dun lik to join in all this.. but i tink dats wad u wanna do.. attract attention n stuffs. but sorry... there are alwaes obstacles. one day.. think will go haywire till u cant control. for those who read this.. dun ask me who is it. figure out urself or ignore it. if u tink im useless den dun care ab me. i'll work it out myself. i dun need dis type of person leading me arnd.. only makes my life like a waste. i won't waste anytime on this ppl. u wanna play. i won't care abt u. bu if u provokd me.. i can play along wif u.. n dat's when i won't lose or giv in. if u dare.. try it.. i won't guarantee de consquence. it may be sth bad or surprising i dunno. n dun expect me to let u off easily.

committee

2008-06-02T11:33:00.002+08:00

okay...
i dun really noe wads wrong..
on 29 went for camp until 31.
npcc annual camp basically.
the first day!
all roslin n i does was all shit.
games i super bored down dere....
play with other grps but basically shouting at frederico.
like some split personality girl. so wad la..
de other campers thot i siao
den night still oaky.. fun fun.. my station is fun!! haha
en very long debrief......
with personal attack by sec4s to me. stupid. concern my studies leh.
shit them.
den after dat sleep!!!!
not enough sleep morning woke up get ready for orienteering.
i tink we too tired so very slow..
orienteering stuffs arent at qm so we run all the way back to the store.
quite far de leh!
den get all our stuffs station masters set off later...
together wif shuling, gopi, christy, roslin, ridz n i
den reach there play play a while
get ready lo.
on the way dere, we're complaining abt dat person. hehe shan't say who is it. haha!
den go to our different station n stay there lo. get ready before the grps come.
play games den all proceed to last station.
for all.. i tink my game is de best! got seawater ma. haha!
but i was going thru n fro getting water only. haiz..
last station abit failure.. but still got abit hope lar.. except all their points very low.
den tak bus go back sch!
go back sch de lecture eat into other time until
we hav no choice but to chiong everything.
15mins wash up only!
each also very short.
den ridz n roslin run out of sch to buy padlock.
throw me n christy all alone dealing wif the campfire prep!
stupid. i still fuming hor. dun tink de anger so easily subsides.
but lucky. the campfire still a success BUT WHY MUST IT RAIN!
stupid seh.. make us waste our effort.. n de scouts didnt even participate!
make me shout like hell also no use..
now got sore throat alr. ah!!!
den dunno why.. kamini do 2 baboon make me shout till no voice also busy drinking water..
same for the i ask my love.. i tink 3 times sia.
den after dat rain all go get poncho n go canteen for supper.
after dealing wif that.. rain got smaller so all sleep in tent again.
then we got debriefing..
also very long and de committee was announced!
so shit. i dowan.. i wan my sec2 squad now. ><><
list was dat edwina, chair
ridz n cl, vice chair
roslin, admin
this are de top 3 position.. including kamini discipline officer. haha!
den after dat nth else.. all wanna sleep liaos.. den run to bathe n sleep!
on the way found dat it was drizzling.
but edwina insisted for us to sleep in tent again.
OUR TENT WAS WET LAR!
but no choice to juz sleep lo. who tell vice campchief say dat.
den morning woke up do area cleaning n go home.
roughly like dat lar. haha!
i tink dats all for de whole camp.
but i could really feel alot of ppl not happy wif my position n also.....
all those hypocrite congratulations... haiz...

exams ending soon

2008-05-12T11:58:00.003+08:00

drawn by my tuition fren=='' ON MY WORKSHEET LAR!
den i kean scolded by teacher lamerrrrrrrr

okay... nth much to say..

maybe.. jus dat MY EXAMS ARE ENDING SOON!

finally...

tml hehe..

did nth much actually.

today go sch 1hr go back homw again..

dunno wadahell is happening.

cant my teachers jus plan properly??

only 1hr. omg lar.

bt funny for this week...

mon nth

tues: exams n trng

wed: rest! woohoo!

thurs:meeting

fri:trng

straight after exams all npcc stuffs sia.

haiz.. not to complain lar..

i also noe..

we're taking over the unit soon.

all these are natural..

but...... no mental preparation luh.

i mean.. not so much until its enough to bring me through this.

still hav to rush proposal in the end.

tml mus hand in

TML DEN I RECY THE ORIENTEERING SITE?!

goner..

i dunno how to fill it in at night n send it to edwina.. haiz..

some dowan go trng..

some dowan go to anything abt npcc.

some dowan this dowan that.. den tell me.

like i wad sia...

complain collector ah??

complain come to me only.

den ask alr.. i first to kena

pro lo. throw it to me.

since.... my blog is dead... i shall complain everything to here

dats'll be better i tink .

i tink hols i'll post more abt my sadness><

except for complains.. this blog holds nth elses...

exam 2

2008-05-08T15:19:00.002+08:00

wa.. i dunno wad to say liao lar!
everything is so sucky!!
today de e maths test is 2.5hrs!
i was crying. haha.. yawn too much..
until tears all flow out liaos...
den i still dunno how to do.
i tink dis mid year flunk alr lo.. no hope
n there goes my hols also??
de bio paper.. seems easy n familiar to me..
but i dunno how to do..
den juz anyhow tikam tikam..
15mins later sleep.
tried to drag as long as possible but very sian..
den jingyong wanna lay his head on my table..
kena stopped by the teacher xD
not my fault anyways..
is jingyong make everything so obvious..
eric place his legs on the table n sleep.. dats even worse..
except for dat.. nth more alr.
tml the paper is funny..
go sch 1 hr for chem paper only. totally useless..
den go home..
mon n tues also.
only go sch for 1 hr.. wadahell?!
den now got no mood to study for chem..
too tired to carry on studying..
no determination to do it.
anyways, i study le also dunno how to ans during exam..
so WHY BOTHER?!
but still muz do abit of reading lar..
if not really felt hopeless. ):
recently no energy le. haiz...

maybe after exams den i come blog again.. (:

exams..

2008-05-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

Lol. Currently: English, Chinese, a maths, bio, humans [done]
: combined sciences, e maths.. [undone!]

it is just mainly these subs n it needed 4 more days!
Pure sciences tues no nid go sch
den combined all mus go sch. How unfair sia?!
Noe how tired onot..
Summore go only for 1 hr!
Gone…
Fri 1 paper
Mon 1 paper
Tues 2 paper but also 1 hr~
Wth?! So unfair unfair.
I’d rather tak both papers on same day den not so sian at least.
Complain now also dunno got use onot.
Only noe I too pek chek
I study yest night hold bio book only 2 hrs
Fall asleep alr. Almost drank chicken essence or coffee.
Den dunno why..
Instinctly.. I juz giv up n sleep. Haha
Save more time for my sleeping is
Good for health. Heehee
But I too tired until morning cant wake up.
Chiong like hell.
Still need alarm clock on handphone
N father to wake me up. Haha
Maybe say until here.. go practice e maths. Haha!

2008-05-02T15:18:00.002+08:00

wa freaking idiot!~ ss is only 1hr 30mins!
make me chiong like hell.
throughout the whole 1hr 30mins writing non stop.
hand aching.
then english paper i think i out of point lo.
describe! i only take a few sentence to describe. goner!
ss lucky the 4a & b i got study abit still can squeeze a few things out.
the source besed sucks. i really nth to write
totally different from susanti's one
dun tink i do it correctly.
then 2 essays make me panic like hell.
normally practice wrote 1 essay
alr got prob
today still write 2.
lucky my pen pull through the test!
WHEN I WRITING COMPO! KEEP GOING NO INK!
MAKE ME CHANGE A FEW PENS LIKE SOME CRAZY PPL!
but at least i finished it.
now my worry is mainly on geog, a maths n e maths.
chem, phy n bio hanging no where.. no definite place. haiz.
but my chinese hope it'll improve.
a amths e maths didnt even listen dun tink got high chance..
de geog.. haiz.. totally gone case
dat time got npap den skip last 2 period of wed de..
all geog sia!
tues 1 period geog, fri 1 period geog. only wed 2 period geog..
most things taught on wed den miss it!
sucks!
but i'd rather miss it. if not i also sleep.
no difference. lols!
this is all. this week.. until 13 or 14 may exam den over i tink?
didnt check properly so....
should be arnd dere. haha!

2008-04-26T08:15:00.002+08:00

finally, im able to blog again =D
nothing much recently but only npcc life.
my ma say my 1st house is my house..
2nd house is dunman itself
3rd house is de hta alr. ==''
recently got weekly npap trngs den keep going to de hta for trngs..
for shootings. =D *i got marksman*
den my ma super pissed.
cuz.. i didnt do well for my common test. [i cant help it ):]
but life in npap was overall fun lar. ridz go mainteam den i in reserve.
reserve life is slack actually =D but lucky during the parade no mainteam ppl fall out if not malu.
on the last day managed to get a few ppl's contacts den still can keep in touch lo.
but! no npap shirt this year... ...
haiz.. still thot got new collar shirt.. now hav to buy new collar shirt again lo. ):

dat was basically last few months stuffs.

come to this few weeks after npap de stuffs liaos.. nth much
except in clas teacher keep saying " mid year is coming up, can u all pay more attention to the lesson class.." by miss luar =='' if this is de sentence..
or.. "i dun understand, mid year is coming why are u all still so restless during class?" PLEASE LAR! NOBODY WAN MID YEAR TO COME.
but mid year is juz next fri. hav to sturuggle. haiz..
i tink dats all for today. oh ya! im sick =='' no more bio remedial for me today. dunno how to explain to miss lim liaos.. she confirm will tink i skip bu i got medicine as proof =x altho no mc.
doc dowan giv mc cuz sat =='' scared i use on monday.

sec1OC memories!

2008-01-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

ah people! im finally back =x so tired recently. i came to blog is juz bcuz... im bored at home(stoning) today not really feeling well so didnt go sch den like dis lo. haiz.. morning wake up like concussion sia~ so giddy =x

went for camp. so long ago le. but juz wanna write here. (:

everybody also noe.. sec1 orientation camp lo. lols!

cuz when i go there. my dept cant do anything cuz got no time, so.. all seperated n go n miggle with other class. when teaching drills i go 1A1. hahs! bcuz there's nobody in uniform group. they dunno all commands so go help help lo. sian ma =x
then for the remaining days, i've been either following 1E1, in the base stoning or being station master.

at night for the preparation for graduation night, im with 1E1 together wif roslin n ridzuan. hahs! they are talking n talking only. i do nth down dere. cuz i not FA ma! can slack =D den after that discuss lo... not bad but all the ideas come from 2 campers n FAs, not really good luhs. but better than nth. then familiar ask me go one corner keep on talking =='' i ans de person with an additional sentence of "can i go now?" lols! den after dat go down learn dunman tempo. whee~~ so fun! den all eat supper den rest lo. haiz. i didnt rest. i 3.30 den sleep.

4+ morning all wake up walk arnd so loud den i woke up cant sleep le. so morning of first day camp i 5.00 woke up, den 3.30 den sleep. den 4+ woke up again! den at ngiht arnd 12++ den sleep! energy level super low. so naturally my morale is super low~~~ lols. no energy to shout cheer or do anything during de victory march. i actually station master de.. den bucz of yan wei her blistered leg.. i walked along wif 1E1 wif roslin. still ok la. we talked alot. den ignore some ppl. xD

very automatic sia~ open my bag n put thier combat rations inside! make me carry extra stuffs lo! den reach de first station ask dem go toilet n eat their lunch. all settle le den we set off to the next station. den our jerry can rope very easy loosen lo. then i hav to keep on tying it >< so tired =x but it trains my diagonal lashings. lols! den walk only lo. overall only go 2 stations. den we walk back liaos. very lame hor. only got 3hrs for it. den while walking back.. we are singing de "underwear" cheer lols! =x only roslin n i are echoing the othes i tink diam diam de lo =x

nth else to do. at nigt i juz slack. den together wif de intructors lo. almost lost my bag!! with my handphone inside. =x

i almost cry lo!! my handphone T_T so heartache n worried. lucky yu qi found it. den told dem. else i can really die. after i got hold of my bag, we boarded de bus den go back to dunman. go back only we were shock dat dere were also PMs in dunman! i rmb i saw one i tio shock den yuqi block for me xD thanks!

den we took photo!! my dept first. cuz we games! (; after that other dept lo. den a mass one. wif only FAs n insructors! den another one wif all plus the PMs lo. goin home gary helped us tell kelly, we wun be able to go trng plus reasons den all settled! den walked home dat time kena held back a while juz bcuz i walk shortcut?!

hahas lucky my uncle come fetch me. den go home bathe. dis is de first time i didnt tell me mum anything abt de camp bcuz my throat was too pain n i lazy to talk. den ended up leh?! finish camp.. deal wif annual camp proposals den plus sch works.. now im really ill! =x so stupid n idiotic! =x

nxt time den i carry on blogging ba. when im free. hahs! i tink seldom got hope le xD

ur hope

2007-12-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

nah ppl! wan me to update rite? short entry lar. hahs!

latest update will be roslin's birthday.. lols. 141207 dat day..

birthday girl late wor.. i also =x we took de same bus ma.. haiz.. go there only kena 耍 liao.. she very poor thing sia. wad she say is dat it was her worst birthday ever ><

bcuz after our movie.. we juz walk arnd n arnd n arnd aimlessly? kelly, kai ting, ryan, roslin n i walked out of de shopping centre n walk straight to other shooping place lo. LOLS! den our dinner is also screwed up! =='' ended up we bought fast food, den sit arnd at de basement to the dhoby ghaut mrt station entrance[underpass] dere n eat =='' same ppl.. exclude sec4s. lols! eat n took photos.. den go up n sit dere n chit chat =='' movie watch is golden compass.. quite okay la.. but no ending! de ending is like a hint for us dat dere'll be a second part ==''

den we walk to orchard road at night.. walk n walk den im worried n wanted to go home lo =='' finally dey goin home liaos.. den we took train.

guess what happen?? WHEN I REACHED TAMPINES MRT STATION MY MA CALLED ME N SAID DAT IT'S 12! NO MORE BUS FOR ME TO GO HOME =='' make me rush like hell. no hope of buses coming.. i took 293 lo. a bus which i dunno where to alight sia.. alight liao need to walk so far to reach my house =='' make my father walk all the way dere to fetch me =='' so guilty =x

i tink dat's all for today.. other days den blog again. hahs!

sat council meeting

2007-12-03T10:56:00.000+08:00

haiz.. dun really noe what to write. juz sian sian come blog lo =x i wun do it daily =D
but.. quite bored so i shall write bout a few days ago de stuffs ba..

sat:
went fro council meeting. the 2 advisors or coaches r not there so we seem like we dun hav any restrictions. all dept start to shoot qns all arnd abt their proposals. seniors FAs alot of qns lols. really. juz i didnt count. they also alot of suggestions. den dey juz follow their suggestions bcuz they not firm enough? or think that their proposal is not good enough? i dunno. dis is how i tink. hahx! then ended up, the moment i sit down at de seat. got a dead cockcroach. disgusting can?? its decomposed. de legs all gone. only got the body case. *puke* the prob is.. when lynn tay try to brush it away, its broke into dunno how many pieces lar. 粉身碎骨. really. so freakish can?? den moses stepped on one den de leg like crushing it. =D there's stain on his shoes sole. =x den he blame us for not telling him. dats de purpose =) arnd 1.30pm, we finish council meeting. went to mac wif kelly, shu ting, hweemin, wei kwang n tim. lols. all eating almost de same stuffs ba. cant rmb. but ended up alot of dem pour french fries into tim's shaker fries den we all eat together. lols. finish eating den all of us go home lo. lols. tim, wei kwang took bus together.. shu ting n hweemin walk home. kelly n i walk de overhead bridge n go home took different bus la! lols.

sun:
woke up slightly earlier to hav breakfast wif my ahma n mummy. sian lo. my mummy keep on dragging me out of my bed >< me ="x" dinner ="="''">

mon!:
today nth special but buying books today wif my father later in the afternoon. den tml got np chalet leh! dunno how its goin to b like! =D

sentosa with np ppl

2007-11-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

haiz. came in to blog again.. sian ma. dats y i recently keep on blogging. lols! =x k la back to the topic. lols. sentosa. im supposed to wake up at arnd 8 to pack my stuffs for de trip. in the end.. i overslept. n the over slept is quite bad lar. 9.15am dey all meet at tampines small mac. 9.15 den i wake up. =x but got ppl later than me thoguh. i dunno is who. i was busy eating my bread =x

okay! den when almost everybody came.. we went to de mrt station lo. haiz.. some ppl waited upstair lehs! den kelly blur blur waited downstairs inside de station for us. so poor thing. all alone. den we go up lo. lols. edwima n roslin was waiting at the bedok mrt station. lols! when our train pass bedok, i saw dem lo. but when dey enter, we'll b in different "cabin". so ended up im the only sec2 down dere lo. lols. but i still follow de sec3 girls... sec4s sort of like walking in front lo. hahs! weird hor? come out den got like abit of gaps. hahas. den edwina n roslin followed behind. lol. walked from mrt to vivo den go up to de sentosa place lo. bought tickets n went in to tak de monorail o.O isit??

reached dere! =='' first thing dey did. go to the skyride n luge thingy. lols. dat tym i sat dat wif my mum n aunty.. de skyride thing didnt stop lo. den dunno y.. yesterday de skyride thing will stop one leh. haiz. den everytime it stops.. edwina or roslin either one will scream?? lols. roslin seems so tensed up during de whole ride because its quite high lar. if ur slippers or wad drop. merry xmas. mayb cant find it liaos. hahs! den roslin keep on holding de bar or sumthing to secure her. lols den our seat also very slanted. slant towards edwina's side.. =x because my side nobody sit ma. lols! too bad lo. den dey keep saying edwina heavy. n its very obvious dat de seat is slanted. all of us can feel it. but i juz cant shift ma. summore if i shift.. de thing will shake den roslin will say dun shift. lols! after reaching de above dere.. we took de luge down lo. i wanted to over take roslin but lazy. de route also abit difficult. roslin wanna over tak kai ting also. den kai ting also wanna over tak edwina. siao hor. all thinknig about over taking. but still didnt. hahs! when we reach de last part. got 2 seperate routes. dey all go de same lane only i go different lane. den i 'alight' for de luge much earlier lols.

after that we went to de beach lo. palawan beach to b specific. lols! took the tram from the station n walked a short distance. in the end we took off our slippers n leave our bags dere.. we juz go down de water while the guys play games on shore. den edwina, kaiting n kelly swim to the opposite short lo... =='' (its an enclosed area actually if im not wrong) den dey swim back again. lame hor.. but dey all like very tired. lols! as for roslin n jin jia dey swim around de shallow water lo. i dunno how to swim so playing wif adeline.. >< water ==''

after that rain liaos. so we ended up start to run back into the food court.. rinse slightly for girls den we went in n eat. damn cold inside.. *shivering* air con blowing directly at us. ast first de place edwina, roslin n i sit was okok. but as de rain gets bigger. de ceiling dere start to leak! no choice but to change seat den we sit beside kah hwee, aaron, zhang xiang n dunno who. lols! =x paiseh paiseh. den air con was blowing directly as us lo. make us shiver. actually still can tahan. but ended up.. when our food was taken away by the cleaner. everybody start to shiver le. hahs! den my goosebumps coming up, hairstanding up. den zhang xiang say my hand de hair very fine =='' lame hor. den ltr we went out of de food court den i find it slightly warmer le. =D den we walk here walk dere like aimless souls. =='' no choice but to go to the merlion walk lo. also play water.. dey like water too much i tink. den got de colourful like dragon thing. very long but not continuous de. den dey started playing. cuz roslin n i dowan play so we help dem tak bag lo. dey all hang at roslin's neck until hers is red. so poor thing. den mine still ok. holding 2 bag, carrying my own plus shawn's n edwina's. very little compared to roslin. hahs! den ended up she gave my 1 more bag. den we hold de bag n wlak along wif dem. so fun lo! look only lar. like eyepower.. but it doesnt looks like eyepower bcuz dey r having fun while we're like maids. cannot blame bcuz we dowan play ma. =x finish le walk de merlion pathway. den dey decided to go back to vivo......

we took the monorail back den go to de place where we went before got shallow water for kids to play la. den we overgrown liao still go lo. dis is wad it calls! (young at heart) =x go dere allp lay. but de floor too rough if u run de sole of de feet damn pain! so kaiting, roslin, edwina, felicia n i wore slippers in. but its quite dirty n de slippers will actually spoil lo! but we also heck care =x sumtimes wear sumtimes hold in the hands if we cant tahan. lols! play a while le. all go changei nto dry clothes den eat! we ate at de 'foodrepublic' but de prices seems expensive for me. dat i can go broke =x i rmb i owed edwina moeny i tink is $1.30 lols! muz rmb to return her le. after that we walked outside n took pictures! 2 or 3 shots of a group picture together of de night view. den ended up we stand near de escalator n chat. lols! wu liao hor.. den ended up when its around time.. we headed to de mrt station lo. budden... when zehui was leading. we keep wlaking de wrong way or a longer route. lols! den ended up took de train lo.

on the train when its around 9.15 den i notice i cant go home on time i called my ma, den jun hong keep on saying.. chun luan here got beer leh! wanna drink onot! lucky background too noisy my ma cant hear too clearly den not bother about it. lols! zhangxiang was laughing at me when i talk to my ma lo. lucky gary still got liang xin noe how to say she worried enoguh dun play liaos. lols! =x damn malu leh.... ><><

but dats all for de trip. hahs! (;

vivo =x

2007-11-27T12:15:00.000+08:00

actually de trip goin vivo.. i got some sort of nth to say de lo. juz write for fun =D haiz.. dunno lehs.

everybody meet at the tampines interchange small mac dere at 2 i tink. den board de same bus as roslin ma. den saw.. aaron, colin n jun hong =='' 3 guys standing n 2 girls sitting behind. lols. roslin n i sitting lo. reach de place only find edwina liaos. wa. her shirt colour is pink but not hot or bright pink type ba.. but it's striking enough. den followed by kai ting lor. lols! we all trying to pull her sleeve down. =x really ma. dunno y we all do dat. for fun mayb. hahs!

then we went to take mrt lo. guys wear abit formal n girls wear quite casually?? lols. den tak mrt lo. lame. they keep saying ming jun n i wear almost like de same =='' orange shirt only ma. =x den ended up jin jia say ppl will tink dat we're twins????? (please lar =x dun look alike)

reached vivo bought movie tickets for the show Enchanted.. lols! (when we came out of the mrt station. edwina stepped on the picture on the enchanted poster on de floor lo. lols!) den still got abit of time so we walk around. den guess wad we bought............ food lo. =='' den ended up we went in longjohns , bought drinks n fries lols! by the time roslin n i bought. its already... time to go in for de show =='' so we no choice but to put de drinks n fries in our bag n 'smuggle' in... isit de right word to use??? dunno la. sth like dis.

got de seat tickets. ==''
sitting order for my row is... zhang xiang, roslin, shawn, me, edwina. den its de first row n very front lo. look up at de screen, my neck feel sort of uncomfortable. lols! de show is like quite comedian?? so at around every point of time we keep laughing. esp edwina chow! ppl stop le she still laugh. den make me laugh also =x den kai ting go n kick my chair lo. >< not i wan de ma =x

but when de show ends.. all go toilet. lols! den all waited outside de dunno wad's dere called.. but can see cable cars to sentosa? hahs! den waited down dere lo. den its yong hong's b'day ma. so all sort of celebrate for him. de guys bought him a present i tink. den cut pieces of cake but only roslin n i eat. bcuz we need go off earlier. =x took a 'group' photo. den some more photos den roslin n i left. lols! walk back on our own n took mrt lo. den alight at bedok mrt n trook bus. sianz lo. but went home also sort of kena scolding. =x suay leh. alwaes de. but i tink is bcuz of me la... 9.30 hav dinner =='' reach home at 8.30. lols. bathe ma.... den how i noe took so long. late le. den my ma wait for me hav dinner wait until pek chek so eat on her own. den when i having my dinner she scolding me lo. haiz......................

2007-11-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

lols. long time didnt write blog now forgotten ler...
17-20 nov we went for npcc overseas trip at malaysia, Countryview Recreational Park(CRP).
the 'sleeping' condition down there... i go no comments. bed very comfortable, but the water supply very jia lat! u can bathe half way den expect water supply to be cut off lo. food provided down there are mostly spicy so i really do pity edwina. but pro sia, she still can tahan lo. lols

17nov:
so early reach sch, bags settled down on the bus there. bring all our snacks n stuffs up the bus. once the bus start to move... sec4s r sleeping(all of dem became temporary pigs lols) sec3s some sleep some awake. sec2s almost all sleep except for ridz n roslin, dey r playing?? i tink so. when we reach the custom all wake up lo. half dead luh. dats de words dat i can use to describe it?? i tink. straight after the malaysia custom... everybody slept. but dunno for how long only. THE BUS BROKE DOWN!!! u wuldn't believe it. it really broke down lo. tyre puncture lo! den ended up everybody go out of the bus n wait lo. for another bus. the first impression given to edwina on dat bus is hor... THE SEAT IS QUITE DIRTY? lol. i laughed lo. the tourguide?? wad talking, then de sec4s all sleep already lo... tsktsktsk. so disrespectful. lols. den ended up left sec3s n 2s sitting down dere. some heck care juz sleep. den some juz force themselves to stay awake until the guide finish talking lo. dats edwina. heehee. roslin n ridz n tink playing. den guide pinpoint ppl to ans his qns lo. i juz happen to see that pic in my geog book den i say lo. but its true leh. lols. unbelievable. i doubt i can rmb my geog stuffs. den im taking geog nxt yr ?!! =x sleep for very long n got alot of 'toilet' break. where alot of us go n buy food lo. dis includes iskandar, ridzuan all those. like very hungry sia. keep on eating n eating n eating. den ended up share all the food. heehees. when we reached the resort, its too late to visit the orphanage lo. den we juz go back n sleep?? no no no. there's still night confident walk. damn fun sia! altho at first im not used to it. they say try not to switch on the torchligt. but at certain point of times confirm need to switch on the. at first nobody switch on sia! near the end when we walk up n down, evrybody switch on liao. u can see its abit bright de lo. got one mushroom dunno wads dat called already but its cute. heehee! damn cute. woo~~~ den climb up n down, kaiting holdroslin hand, roslin hold me hand. either one of us lose balance or wad. roslin will juz squeeze de hand lo. lols. dat method is good to keep me awake. =D de moment we went back to de room. edwina bathed first. [the room consist of roslin, edwina, shu ling, wendy heng n i] unlucky huh? =xxx *hope she didnt see it* lols. but obviously we didnt sleep so early. bcuz shu ling n wendy got alot of thorns on their leg, they juz sleep wif mdm nora dat night. den roslin, edwina, kaiting, kelly, jin jia n i went over to my room den we chat... unbelievable!! we chat until around 2+ but we kept our noise level down wor! den all sleep in the end bcuz kelly was tired. if not we'll b carry on talking. lols.

18Nov:
first activity>>> WHITE WATER RAFTING!!!
damn nice. n shiok. but i was scared. altho got life vest but when my feet cant touch the shore im afraid. =S but i managed it. =D de rapids r nice. woohoo~~~ but most of the time on the raft, i wasn't the 1 who is paddling. lols. im de 1 giving timing?? half way being cut off. lols. den slack lo. when there's rapid. lols. im the first to b prepared. cuz my hands r free. but group members for dat r.... (roslin, edwina, kah hwee, chin yang, zhang xiang, aaron, mr hazmi n me!) 4 by 4 lo. REMINDER!!!when its rafting time, dun sit in front of mr hazmi! when he paddle, his blade hit my elbow, the paddle handle hit my helmet. when i paddle, his leg hinder me. =='' see!!! no no no!!! i buay tahan after one trip of dis. lols. half way thru de *rowing* we stopped... i didnt eat de food. tasted weird for me =x den ended up took a bus ride den carry on. sianzzzzz.... hav to paddle again lo. dis rapid is shiok. lols. de highest or best rapid among de whole journey. den ended up rest le. we row back to the shore. we dis de flip over thingy. lame lo. i pull zhang xiang. didnt even pull lo. den i feeling damn weird after that. from the part... rowwwww back again to another shore. the hav our lunch lols. after having lunch.... go to a lake or whr n use our campcraft skills to tie de bamboos n floats together... to make a bamboo raft. look damn weird. but eheheh!! still steady leh. lols. wlao then de competition thing my group lose lo. all bcuz of ***** ****. some of the ppl who happens to read dis blog shuld noe who is dat. SHE DIDNT EVEN TIE A SINGLE KNOT OR LASHING I BET. altho mine is not good. i tried on 1. cuz im only good at tying knots on spars. lols. or bamboo poles not dat type of thick thick one lar. dat type 1 tie one also will take half a day lo =x nxt tym i'll try to find a easier knot to tie. I TIE SQUARE LASHING NOT TIGHT DE =='' den ended up also need other ppl to help me tie again =x the tug-o-war wif raft sucks~ =x got wendy lose liaox. mayb also bcuz of me. lols. but got edwina n roslin dey didnt lose lehz. haiyo. now i make myself feel like a burden. lols. after last round... all the seniors dive in the pond n swim lo.. lame. but i joined in in the end. altho i dunno how to swim. heehees =x the water is warm. lols. dunno y. BUT ALOT OF ALGAES!! eeee.... but ended up we went back. all of us wash lo. wash up n also wash our cltohes. same routine. edwina go first den followed on wif the other 4 of us. haiz... dinner is also spicy. but the boys eat alot sia. not like us. either no appetite or whatsoever. lols at night. ridzuan's bunk all the guys asking for food to eat sia! in the end i gave mine. hahs!!! no nid bring so many things home. lols! but i doubt they can finish. cuz alot of cereal bars leh =x eat too much mayb puke also can lo =x den got free n easy session... it become a chatting session or a NPCC lecture given by samuel. lols. 1 1/2 hr! hahs. den he sit in front of me. so die die muz open my eyes. altho i really do feel like sleeping. den a talk from samuel bcum a talk from kenji or so?? about their past in npcc life like how CIS treat them lo. abit.... harsh compared to when we were sec1s. lol!!! talk then play. until around 12+ den go back sleep le. lols.

19Nov:
woke up early n went to the (supposedly orphanage) become umm dunno wads dat called. sorry. but its to visit (disabled??)young children or teens arnd our age. but im not sure if dis word is appropriate. ah! nvm la. something like dis. thye performed a something like welcome dance in malay tradition. n we juz do our babboon cheer n peace by the river cheer.. so impromtu can. =x but things turned out fairly well dats wad i can say. hahs! after that we went for cave explaoration... so stupid! wan crawl but scared ltr things will flip so ended up walk 1 big round wif mr jain. he says dat his is white shirt. so he dowan to dirty it =='' i wanna go in n try but also abit cannot. some noe de reason. lols!!! when we came out. we took a bus to dunno where n went to de 4WD adventure!. lols. it actually is fun.. but kelly is cute. tak chin yang as de shield n juz stand behind him. =D DE RAIN DROPLETS ENTER MY EYES DEN I CANT OPEN. den cant open den i kena hit by all the branches lo. argh! but when i got used to it, i didnt get hit le. haha!!! then when we reached de waterfall. i cant enter =( so i juz sit down dere n hav my lunch lo. den watch them play. ended up... the wind kept blowing. so cold can. im shivering the lo. den when roslin, ridzuan, iskandar, kelly come up all shivering den we go the other shelter n sit down dere. quiet but not so cold. then when finishing everybody took a group photo of everybody who went to de malaysia trip lo. im still de front!! ah!! I SEEM SO SHORT DOWN THERE. finished taking the photos den we head back to our 4WD le. taking the trip back to de 'starting' point. ended up also got rain lo. den very blur cant see. all of us go odwn juz kneel down dere lo. when rain get slightly lesser den we all stand up. kelly not feeling well or wad so she carry on sitting. den for ppl of other jeep... [ on their point of view.. it seems like im de only girl lo ==''] but when de jeep do the turning. de bar kept banging my ribcage n my elbow. lol! lucky i got wear life vest. got more cushion. lols!!! den we changed down dere lo. we let de boys change first because they all canchange together. while girls cannot. hah! but they change also quite slow de la. den girls got lesser ppl ma. so we took longer time. because one by one. den we found kittens sia! so cute. but edwina was abit afraid of it. lols! den ended up she went out first. hah! then we went for a 1 hr shopping wif no uses.... =='' because we cannot bring food dat we bought outside in or food dat we've bought from their store. lame hor. but its like dis. so ended up we juz stand down dere n talk lo. wif my ice-cream in my hand eating. den kelly bought alot of snacks lo. heehee. at night went over to her bunk.. talking n eating =D then de dinner wise is alwaes de same. lols!! no difference boys eat more lo. at night we were palying. den mdm nora say 10.30 lights off but alot fo us heck care la. play until 11 den mr jain came. wlao he come only all siam liaos. den ended up all of us were being forced to sleep so early. actually almost everybody planned to play overnight den nxt day sleep at de bus sia. but effort was wasted so no difference. haiz. sleep lo. arnd 3AM mr hazmi, mdm nora all wake us up. den gather at the teacher chalet down dere. siao de lo. pump us down dere sia! THE PLACE DAT IM STANDING IS FULL OF SHARP STONES. but mayb some is more jia lat than me la. at first do go quite down de lo. slowly slowly anyhow. bend abit can le. lols! den ended up, near the end i was already trembling. dunno y also. juz felt cold. so idiot... but dis wake up call is effective for us sia~ some blame it on wendy heng some juz take it quietly. altho i got blame a little but somehow de blame cant only b on 1 peson to hav to many negative effect coming out la. so i juz tak it somehow. but i complained =D

20 Nov (last day!) ):
quite saddening luh. lols! but we had paintball. ALL BCUZ OF THE BREAKFAST... my stomach is pain lo. den 2 rounds of paintball i only played de first round. also lose. lol! MY PAINTBALL "GUN" CANNOT EVEN SHOOT LO. dunno y =x den kah hwee help me in the end both of us kena shoot den go out. ridzuan also. lol ridz is suppose to protect felicia while i protect kah hwee but seems like de 2 sec2 r not good for dis. lols! den ended up half way i went back to de bunk lo. stay there together wif kelly n wendy heng den wendy leong go back again. haiz. den when dey came back from the paintball. THE WATER SUPPLY HAVEN COME BACK YET! really lo. boys room hav water supply den got warm water n de water is big lo. girls leh. my room for instance... sometimes got water sometimes no water de. den ended up we use water bottle de water n bathe lo. den we try to minimise de water usage because still got ppl wanna bathe. lols! lame hor. damn idiot sia de water there. den de basin outside of our room de water very big also lo. morning we go there brush our teeth then the other sch go over for breakfast den look at us brushing ur teeth lo. lame sia!!! =='' ended up go on the bus. hav to sitwif other ppl like sec2 sit wif either sec3 or 4 den cannot sit wif their own cliques or whatsoever lo. ended up, roslin sit wif zhang xiang, edwina sit wif yong hong den i sit wif aaron. but ltr dey wanna play cards den i sit wif edwina again lo. but roslin is either sitting wif zehui or zhang xiang. haha! when roslin sleep. she almost fall on zehui sia. but she didnt la. =x den ended up playing family game =='' den sec4s go up say out their reflection lo. gary chiam say something den he cried leh =x den all de seniors also cried in the end. jin jia also cried leh! so emo until i almost also =x but we're not in such a deep relationship wif dem so still not dat cham.

lols! but overall the trip was fun and when we knew dat mr jain n mdm nora r leaving soon. it really was sad. there's nth we can do so we juz look lo. for de sec2s. but the guide was good la. haahaa!!! except dat we alwaes like to sleep when he's talking =x but some of us also didnt do dat luh~ its juz... i dunno how to say. den whenwe reached dunman outside there. say le bye bye... edwina n i went over to her father's car den we went home le. didnt even say thank you to de sec4s la. lols. but i believe dere's alwaes other times =D went home le thinking back... de trip was fun n it is de memories dat will bring a few of us crying??

wad i wanted to say is dat [beautiful/ wonderful memories are meant to be kept but not meant to trap u in the past. live life to the fullest n remember it. =D] proud of myself to b able to think of this leh =x dun laugh at me ah!! but dats all for my m'sia trips. whoa long~~ i dounbt ppl will read dis. dey will sian diao lo! haha! dats de purpose of dis?? no la. its juz being written to dat i'll rmb dis forever? mayb. hahas! best friends forever! hope dat'll come true!

haiz...

2007-06-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

my sunburnt skin wun drop le~~
ltc is nice.... xD

i enjoyed low elements and high elements. but i cant try out all.. in fact, lesser den all of dem.. haiz. SO SAD.. i don't have nice memories now. cuz all quite suffering.. ppl treat me like transparent ppl. and i tink through de camp, she changed alot. altho we're from different groups. i miss her true self. and now she said she wanted power. does that means that she wanted to be de leader? i dun wan her to change until like dis. haiz. haiz.. nvm back to ltc stuffs. ice-breakers are so so. cuz we talk. i like de wooden plank. i mean low elements. dat station. it rocks. we cheer so loud. bang tables n chairs. lol enjoy it alot though.

during ltc i was shock. its de first tym i go camp i miss my home.. =X so nice. de wooden planks r hard. but its cooling at night!!! xD de sea activity really makes non-swimmers freak out. but its really really fun xD altho i seem de weakest. haha! im not afraid of bumboat... ... don anihow sae~~ i still cope better.. im oso not weak in de bus trip lo. kayaking is nice!! got co-ordination wif christy. hah! de orienteering walks around pulau ubin lyk wad.. haiz.. de water really very bad.. to the worst!!! brown sia. good to be wif dunman colour. lol! long tym i didint rite long entries. but its nice. still thot sleep in tent cuz got CAMPCRAFT n logistics department. but it seems dat its rong. de fieldcook if fun. but ppl make me malu. haiz. de games r lame especially de one finding de clue. and it wad in the middle of 2 girls n under a piece of rick.. lame... den everybody charge towards dat piece of small rock n lift it up ==" lame~~ cheer competition is so weird lo. dey r so competitive. like to win souls.. haiz.. ending~~~

~[>miss him<]~

after Mid-Year

2007-05-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

oh my!!!! so happy seh.. supposingly wanna go out but dowan le. haiz.

WLAO! i change dis blogskin. den all my blog entries seem to b gone leh. sad.. so happy so free... oso dunno y i come in n blog. juz to wish dat when i published dis entry.. all my entries will come back. lol! dat stupid idiot alwaes do stuffs dat make me pissed off.. muz scold her le. ><>

2007-04-10T16:15:00.001+08:00

haiz.. feeling so bored lorhhh...... ><>

haiz.. make me tink of my results liaoz... so bad lor!! WANNA FIND TIME ASK PPL TEACH ME OSO SO DIFFICULT.. kns =X I DUN UNDERSTAND WAD'S MR LEW TEACHING LO. den alwaes didnt manage to pass up my hmwk.. not totally my fault bahx.. i wanna try my best but juz cant lar! ask him explain 1 mre tym he explain de same method which i DUN UNDERSTAND! den he dun hav other methods meh?? quite inflexible huh?

yest saw 1 ci, 2dae saw 1 again! sian. but edwina worse den me, saw 2 on de same dae xDD no comment seh! edwina u pro! whoo~ i muz chiong for my mid-year. mustn't lose to de ALL-ROUNDER.

haiz.. dis few days gastric flu.. ate de medicine n went to sch almost fell aslp during chi lesson den Ms Chin call my name out loud.. scare me lor. but honestly, dis few days her chi lessons seems abit boring le..

after dat, went bbt wif edwina.. so scary man she! suddenly shout out loud.. "omg! sheri quek's $20 still wif me!" den lyk so ji dong ==" make me feel so shocked. at dat damn moment.. i cant get my thots bac lo. lyk so blank as if i got amnesia lyk dis ==" lame rite? haiz.. suddenly got so many tings to type mayb i shuld come bac n blog mre often le bah.. it really seems dead. but i FINALLY saw 1 dats worse den mine! xD dats one. try to figure out hu isit bah. i wun type de name out haha! lame hor.. nvm lar.. once in a while lame abit no harm de bahx.. =X

abit sian sian now. mayb shuld tak a nap le xD k lar.. den i go lor.. nxt tym den come in lor!

tinking of him =X

2007-04-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

sian le.. so come here.. ^^

2007-03-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

haiz.. sian. siao liao. dis few daes kip smsing * so wad lor.. wonder wad had happen to me xDD 2dae is my worst day seh.. assembly took 2C dey kip tokin i ask dem kip quiet dey oso duno care.. wonder wads rong wif dem seh! haiz.. wah.. 2dae de test so difficult! when i read de el passage it seems okok. wlao! when de qns come out, i dun even understand it lor.. spend de last 1/2 hr chiong summary. chiong lyk hell lor.. so wad.. den when we do de hist test, ppl sae okok i find it 'okok' first few qns okok still can tahan.. wlao go to de end BUAH TAHAN arh! 8marks n i onli rite abit. not lyk wad i normally rite! sumting is rong wif me (T_T) wahhHhh. i scared fail seh.. haha my maths class test.. 1st test 23/30 2nd test 2/20 2nd RETEST 13/20!!! yay! i improved! ^^ so happy!! whoo~~

hahax, i sian so come here rite crap. haiz.. 13,14,15 march is my npcc camp. ): haiz.. i feel sad for hilary. sad.... her grp i/c will make dem suffer bah*i tink so* xDD wish she will not get too tortured..

TesT tMl!

2006-12-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

OMG!! i duno how to sae arh! feeling very nervous.. tml goin to hav campcraft test! i scared i talking crap to the sir/mdm.. ('~') abit bit scared.. but very very very nervous. juz came here to rite it out so i wun feel so worried.. 2de den got the notes frm internet. reallie is a last minute person. the situation doesnt seem good to me lo.. still hav lots of tings haven do. make me feeling so nervous i oso scared no tym to revise. the wasted... wad if everybody got revise and almost memorized the functions and family? I'll b in dead meat xDD haha at dis tym still can laugh i duno is wad feeling liaox.. i hate tml's training seh! so early hav to reach sch! 7.15a.m!!! *fainting* i dun tink i got so early go to sch b4.. except for normal sch daes and first dae of np annual camp... i lyk campcraft alot but i oso scared fail (T_T) cuz i dun tink i can memorized all.. dey will ask function (-~-) alot of expressions! ahahaha.. after typing down here it seems lyk im feeling sort of fine.. not so nervous liaox!

~[>MuZ hAVe ConFidEncE!<]~

ArgH! tesT!!

2006-11-21T16:48:00.001+08:00

wahHhhh... so scared of matchsticks! heh heh.. i lighted de hurricane lamp!! OMG! im shock dat i dare to touch de matchstick and light de lamp! shocking.. ( 'o' ) haiz.. i shouldn't regulate de wick until so high seh! produce sooo much soot.. den let kenji and zehui + felicia go use hand and put de soot on our face! so stupid i left and right cheeks seh! 1 side C.. 1 side L=.= almost get it on forehead seh! lucky kenji sae can put on cheeks.. [ cheecks better den forehead =.=] christy 1 very po0r ting nose, forehead and cheeks seh! soo poor ting.. i reallie pity u. roslin oso 1 more.. from mushroom bcome umbrella =X but umbrella better den mushroom leh! BUT! strawberry nicer.. cute cute de (: wlao. go wash de face hilary so fast can wash off de ting lor. so small.. i hate 'ABC' A on haziah face.. B dun hav.. C on my cheeks!!!!!! omg =.= so dirty.. i go hme faster go wash off.. its lyk so oily lor.. ended up left 2 more exception cadets dun hav tings on their face! no fair ): but its over (: but de toilet no tissue=.= dey go use dirty towel if im not rong.. but christy, roslin and me was lyk runnign into de squad wif our face wet. den when we go in de AVT de air-con blowing at me den my face was lyk soo cold! my shirt oso abit wet den oso quite cold! i was half slp-ing in de orienteering talko.O copy until my hand lyk freezing den so stiff.. but lots of cold sweat=X den when we break into small groups.i was not lyk practising lar.. i was lyk tokin wif kite.. and onli asking shawn how to set map=.= but when de theory test cum.. i rite out all CRAP! waste of my tym seh.. onli de lamp lighting i reallie try my best but i reallie wish i can do it rite.. wish i did well for those to.. worse is got count marks in campcraft test.. i scared i 4get wad r de functions of de knots seh! how to tie i not so scared.. i scared ltr go dere.. i forget everyting.. mind went blank den i reallie in dead meat.. i reallie wish to pass my campcraft seh.. sry arh.. 2dae's entry in on npcc cuz no sch tings.. nth to reallie sae except npcc training..

~[> hols are sumtyms boring ; <]~

~[> hols is sumtyms boring ; <]~

AnGeR!

2006-11-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

wonder wad happen! so stupid!he nids help den ask me go help talk to me nicely! after dat den everyting forget! i tink i goin crazy liaox.. 1 dae cum here blog 2 tyms ('~') sumting muz be rong... so stupid lor.. den after helping him.. not even a ty.. n juz walk away! wlao.. hate him to de core.... KITE u sumtyms oso quite wad.. ask u qns.. den u kip tokin to xiu wen oso ignore my qns =.= hate dis type of feelings! argh! reallie wondering y im feeling so vexed.. when last tym i was not lyk dis.. ahHh!!!!!!!!!

~[>LeaVe miiE alonE<]~

m0oD sort of bacK!

2006-11-18T11:22:00.000+08:00

hiie hiie.. came back n put 1 more post again..umm... i tink my mo0d is back.. gotten over de 2E tingy..no more sad tings.. mo0d is lyk on de way coming back.. but not totally.. still having mo0dy thoughts.. on dat dae to _______ met "her".. hav a chat.. and mo0ds changes drastically.. weird!i also cant remember wad happen exactly.. haiz.. shuld bury all the unhappy! cuz now hols.. any sad tings.. bring it back when sch reopens.. sad tings cum 2gether and happy tings.. GO ON!(:i tink de blog song reallie influence me.. cuz b4 i came in mo0d abit happy.. heard dis song and typing de post.. my mo0d getting from bad to worse=P

hmm... candice juz wanna tell u dat.. i tink i reallie cant go to de gathering.. SORRY! i tink dere wuld b more cuming up.. and i may be able to attend in future(:

haiz.. de campcraft test in Dec.... abit worried.. altho i noe how to tie.. but i duno wad r de functions.. i mean i noe.. but not all.. scared ltr fail=X I DUNWAN TO FAIL MY CAMPCRAFT TEST LAR... my best is onli campcraft drills 1/2=.= commands.. can ask me go die.. onli campcraft i tink im beta at... muz pratice more.. n wish dat dere is no bad news from our squad.. muz jiayous liaox..

BUT.. i tink i oso hav to buck up on my academic lo.. i dun tink i did well.. -obviously not.. if not will get dis type of result meh? Muz strive harder and work harder to go in to a beta class in sec3!... dun wan to b kite'S nxt generation in sec3 again.. if i reallie in her generation again.. i tink my mother will kill me and peel of my skin =X 2E nag at me.. den i nag to de blog n sum of de ppl... imagine my sec3.. haiz.. no matter wad.. nxt yr less maple.. more studies.. muz do dat liaox.. haha nid ppl guard me=X or else confirm 4get all these tings.. heh heh.....

~[>To Be Continued<]~

AnOnYmOuS

2006-11-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. came back again.. duno wad happen to me 2dae leh.. feeling bored.. after my tuition =.= first tym lyk dis.. cuz everytym when i tink dat my tuition is gonna finish i was so excited and happie..but duno y 2dae hav to dis type of feeling.. it seems to be gone in my heart.. wad happen? i hav lots of question mark on my head.. :'( feeling down... oso duno y

haiz.. yest when back to sch and saw dat i was in 2E.. mayb sum of u may tink dat i was naggy cuz i got tell sum of u.. but it was quite shock n sad 4 me lar.. i onli noe 2 gals!?! sad neh.. haiz... duno how ler.. den got my family members n tuition cher nagging @ me... trying to make a story to tell me tuition cher how it goes.. but since she didnt ask.. i oso cant be bothered to dig a hole 4 myself.. haiz.. naw, i oredy get over de sad dat i was in 2E but i still duno y i was still so sad leh.. i reallie wonder hu can bring me mo0d up.. ): kaiting.. sorry.... i was actually lyk sort of venting de sad or anger on u [2E] SORRY!! :'( reallie sorry u wun blame me ritex?

stupid npcc.. juz bcuz got ppl dye or spray thier hair into light brown or duno wad color.. we got 10 pumping.. =.= still ' one for all, all for one' i doubt not... but juz bcuz "kite" step on de banner.. sec2 squad owes him 11 pumping? i thot normally is lyk 5, 10, 15 or 20??? how cum got 11 de.. so weird =x haiz.. mo0d goes down.. wad i rite oso weird weird de.. how i wish got sumbody can appear n make me happie... went for de recruitment preparation.. n was lyk hearing ppl sae tings bout our sch..=.= make de "kite" lyk so scared.. den edwina n me oso affected.. even go toilet oso abit scared! after lunch we was lyk tying knots=.= to prepare for de 15 Dec campcraft test..dotz...... still quite long but revise earlier oso gud (:

feeling sad is 1 ting.. but i still hav to carry on.. quite tough.. i tink i shuld try to change my mo0d or i tink i would suffer..mayb hear de song too lnog oso affect my mo0d =X [ sry tokin of crap bgan]

nth to rite down here =P

2006-11-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

sihui, i noe de blog is dead.. dats y im lyk trying to rite more tings lar.. cant u c i change de skin n put i more long update? ya.. ya... ty 4 ur tags=.= trying to prevent my tagboard from being dead? k tks.. n hor.. i reallie got nth to update.. 2dae i type dis is 4 fun.. so u'll see lots of crap.. :) feeling very bored now.. so i came in to type sumting.. but i dun tink i can rite long entries.. as i nvr did b4 =P last tym dat entry is de longest entry i hav written.. but dat dae very relax.. 2dae my family is eating sushi (: not frm restaurant.. but we do it our ownselves =.= wonder wad it will taste lyk hahax.. lo0king forward to it.. n i'm gonna stop here.. hahax.. no more tings to rite.. n no more crap (:

updates dat sum of u wish

2006-11-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

haiz.. bored leh.. came in to update cum i came in to relink some of my frenz =P quite shun bian.. real bored... y hols lyk dis de.. no difference.. still hav to go sch unlyk pri sch tyms.. ): miss my pri sch seh.. but i lucky.. everydae can see my pri sch (: dis is 1 gud ting dat not alot of ppl hav.. (: wah.. hand pain.. leg muscle cramp.. haiz.. do drills until pain.. how m i goin to go thru de sec2 training? o.O wah.. muz reallie tolerate liaox.. n i forgotten de sizing o.O isit???? haiz.. nvm rong, rong liaox.. giv up.. so many long drills names to rmb n yet dey sae dat it is short?!?! got animore longer ones? i now cant b bothered to rmb liaox.. juz b on my own hols mood.. [ edwina u ok mah? y didnt go training? heard hilary sae u not feeling gud.. wish u get well soon worx.. christy giv hui yu mdm her bbt le.. now left me :'( i dun wanna giv.. haiz.. shuldn't bet wif her.. obviously is we lose de =.= haiz.. feeling reallie bored le.. so i tok more n more crap to fill up de space.. is dis de longest entry i hav written? let candice de PRO come sae lo.. =X ] different part different colour.. juz invented dis colour code (:
orange: pri sch
blue: sec sch
pruple: feelings
green:council
black: all

hmm.. quite happie (:

EOY

2006-10-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

arlo.. very sianz sia.. got back my results but it isnt gud.. ended up my m0ther nagged @ me.. sianz lorh.. but.. i failed my geography n mayb my history ): so 可怜. )': i get very po0r 4 all subjects except 4 me maths.. but my maths also not tt gud.. but @ least beta den my other subjects. heng lor.. @ least got my maths to 挺我 so my m0ther didnt nag @ me 4 tt tym.. ;D lucky rite? heh heh.. quite lucky 4 me..so my m0ther wun b worried tat i not gud @ ani subjects.. LUCKY riteX?!?!

yay =D

2006-10-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. yeah! i finally break de code liaoz.. now my cousin wun do aniting to my bloggie =) happie seh.. but examz are cuming nearer n nearer =0 haiz... NOW i oni can wish as mani ppl as possible to do well in examz =D n... ... pass it wif FLYING COLOURS!

b0rin9!! cant go bad.

2006-08-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

candice.. pls get it clear.. not i dun wan go.. is i cannot go.. i oso wan go de.. but my m0ther dun all0w.. so too bad. dun sad or complain complain hor.. nxt tym i try to persuade her lorh.. i will try my best de.. aniwae.. best wishes 4 u ppl to get gud results.. * 4 those hu read dis blog entry =) *

t3sT

2006-07-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

wahHh.. haven studie 4 geography test.. den nxt thurs still hav hist test.. nxt mondae will hav chinese test.. wth! so many test @ 1 go.. so cham..still haven finish 1 load of hmwk.. si be cham.. y r teachers tt bad!!! aniwae cant sae dem.. i oso didnt finish it @ first.. haiz.. i givup wif dis liao.. even tution hmwk oso haven finish.. tml still muz pass up.. i wonder how!! eat DESSERT can DESTRESS mah? [ right down de spelling and do sum checking.. ] c if u understand wad i mean? haha.. gtg n do my loads of hmwk liao..

bYe!

haiz..

2006-07-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

2dae so sway.. got frenz in my class request teacher to join table..i still quite happie lo0king 4ward to it.. den i dun0 is i sway or de boi unlucky..
teacher hav no tym to change our seat den bcum we sit 2gether temporaly.. den haiz.. he very very very de FAN!!! kip askin tings.. even hilary [ my fren ] oso agree wif me tt he is irritating.. i was easily annoyed by him.. =.= i tink i onli can copy his maths hmwk the others is he copy me bah.. cuz he is onli gud @ maths =( AN UNLUCKY DAE 4 ME!!!

d0ing surveY...

2006-07-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

doin quest now.. vivi tagged me to do it.. so long liao den i do.. haha

Instructions: Name 20 ppl u can tink of at de top of ur head. Don read de qns b4 u rite n tag 5 ppl to do de survey..

1. Hilary
2.Candice
3.Jelene
4.Vivi
5.Edwina
6.Lynn
7.Roslin
8.Christy
9.Li Lian
10.Xin Min
11.Jac
12.Susanti
13.Kah Hwee
14.Si Hui
15.Xiu Wen
16.Ze hui
17.Patricia
18.Wendy
19.Zai Yong
20.Weiguang

1) How did u meet #14? -- meet her in pri3.
2) wad wuld u d0 if u nvr meet #1? -- find other frenz n wuldn't end up in npcc..
3) wad wuld u d0 if #20 n #9 dated? -- do i lo0k s if i care?
4) wuld #6 n #7 make a gud couple? -- dey r best frenz.. but i dun tink dey r les..
5) describe #3 -- very de frenly =)
6) do u tink #8 is attractive? -- attractive s in sports..
7) tell me sth bout #17 -- lyk to acts.. [ act cute to survive ] =P
8) do u noe aniting bout #12's family? -- dun0.. she nvr tell me aniting bout her family..
9) wad is #8's fav. -- plae sports bah..
10)wad wuld u do if #11 confess to u tt he/she lyks u? -- she is not a les!!
11) wad language does #15 speaks? -- chinese n english obviously..
12) hu is #9 goin out wif? -- eh.. i dun noe.. im not tt KPO!!
13) how old is #16 now? -- i dun0 de actual age.. but he is sec3 dis yr..
14) when is de last tym u t0k to #13? -- last training..
15) hu is #2's fav. singer? -- i dun0..
16) wuld u date #4? im not a les -.- she is oso not 1.. i guess..
17) wuld u date #7? -- neh.. im not a les.. summore she is my gud fren
18) is #15 single? -- of cuz..
19) wad is #10's last name? -- min..
20) wuld u even consider being in relationship wif #19? -- N-O.. NO!!!!
21) wad sku does #3 go to? -- TKGS
22) whr does #6 live? -- Bedok dun0 which part..
23) wad si ur fav. ting bout #5? -- willing to help me a motivate me =)
24) wad u tink of #18? -- frenly.. quite chio bah..
25) wad do #4 n #19 hav in common? -- both very talkative =)
26) wad special qualities does #12 hold in ur life? -- willing to t0k to me when im bored..

the 5 ppl tt i wan dem to do is.. Edwina! Lynn! Roslin! Xiu wen! Christy!

bl0gsk1ns..

2006-06-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

woo.. i so happie 2dae.. i changed my blogskin..
i noe how to change de name n all those successfully ler.. i oso link other ppl all by myself ler.. whee.... so happie.. den i oso noe how to put de music in ler.. now very happie.. haha last tym nid my fren help me.. now everyting.. i do all by myself ler.. dis blog i do finish.. hav a sense of achievement seh.. so happie!!! =))) den candice tell me flo0d her tag.. i don reallie flo0d alot.. onli 11 tags all @ 1 tym.. ;) very de happie now.. so i may anihow t0k crap.. candice and me now lyk de song alot alot..haha.. i tink i rite until here jiu hao ler.. nxt tym den add 1 more entry.. i long long tym den rite 1 tym.. haha rite t0o much oso not gud.. waste lots of tym seh.. if u don rite @ all oso very boring.. cuz ppl alwaes c de same entry will grow bored de.. tt is y last tym i rite de entry bcuz of candice 1 sentence.. so wad loh.. she sae 1 tym.. den i hav to do..

no heading.. paiseh..

2006-06-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

candice.. not i don wan create new post.. but im lazy 2 create 1 n put it on.. i now recently bz watching video so never go on9 n of cuz cant create new post rite?? aniwae.. 2dae i t0k over msn den searching 4 de video tt i wanted to c.. still okok lar.. but i almost quarrel wif my father.. bcuz.... [ y shuld i tell u so much? ]
aniwae i got nth fun to rite.. so i rite a st0opid 1.. juz to fulfil wad candice sae.. i admit lar.. all cum den kip on lo0king @ de same entry is b0ring.. but im not as enthu as u to kip on rite-ing entry understand? dis is another st0opid entry written by me.. quite boring lar.. but @ least it is also an entry =p

b0ring da3

2006-06-13T13:45:00.000+08:00

haha.. don sae im lame.. but i juz wanna try out de bloggie.. i wish my fren could help me put a blogskin in.. cuz it lo0ks quite plain wif dis background.. im sure everybody tinks so.. so i don dare tell ppl de url yet.. haha don ask me y.. mayb cuz i don dare to face de fact.. hehe now i rite here lyk dis.. ltr finish n published uot.. u all will still c dis..

lemme get to de subject.. juz a word may express everyting.. de word is...... boring!!!! de title has oredy said.. b0ring da3.. it is indeed a boring dae.. nth to do except hmwk..

life of a student is boring.. 4eva.. adults onli wants dem to studie.. sumhow.. studie may not bring joy to much of de student's life.. so wad 4 dey force dem to studie?? but i admit.. wif a gud education..it is easier to find a job..